I was fired 12 days ago.  No one told me a valid reason why. I worked there for over 8 years and had never been written up for any infraction – ever!!!  The dismissal paper stated some B.S. lie that no one even asked me about and no proof could be manifested because it was a lie. I don’t understand the cruelty of people.  All I can figure is that they were embarassed by my SI behavior, but couldn’t legally let me go for that.  I’ve SIed since then.  Before I only has SIed twice since October.  I can’t seem to stop —I have so much hate and rage in me.  My normal coping mechanisms just won’t work right now.  I can’t sue because we have no money and they have free legal help at their beck and call.  Life just gets more and more unbearable.  I hate.