maybe i’m just stupid (like most people think) or i just plainly stink at being happy….
Everything went good for nearly a monthe, but then i relapsed again….. I tried doing it today at school, but it wouldn’t work!! I paniced!! It was like i couldn’t breathe right..  I’m so angry at myself for si’ing…i hate myself for it!!
I don’t even know why i’m still alive… ’cause sometimes..i just wish i wasn’t…
Can anyone please tell me why i’m still trying to live a happy normal life, when i just want to give up and give in….i don’t think i want to live with this pain and hate inside me anymore…
PLEASE HELP ME!!