so there i was, sitting in class i had just had a fight with a friend and the night before i was feeling very out of place. i feel like i dont belong here. anywhere. everytime i try to fit in i feel akward. well i was sitting in class and i had been getting low grades like 34% on papers. and i felt like a failure. like i couldnt ddo anything right. i had been SI free for over 2months. but i cracked. and after i did it i felt even more like a failure because i had started again. and now i feel an urge to do it more. but i dont want to. i know its wrong, ive even been helping my friend with SI. i just dont know what to do….