I had gone two months without hurting my body but then as you all know temptation came knocking. I was quite upset I had just gotten into a disagreement with someone I hope to call a friend again. Then when I got home I once again enslaved myself to the tool. I feel awful. It’s like I can’t trust myself anymore. I feel like some type of monster that is in self-destruct mode. But it is a new day and I can start again. But the feelings inside just wont go away.