I am a toy soldier… I do not show anything but happiness to everyone in my life, but thats almost never true. I will never show them my fear, my lonleyness, or my depression…I will never let them see me cry or get scared about anything.i will only show them what they want to see… A happy little girl that is not afraid of anything , and can take the world on by her self. A girl that will never feel pain, and is strong enough to hold you while both being in mourning and still not cry about that death. They see me as the girl that will do anything to help someone she doesnt even know, because in someway i can understand them when no one else can. But this is not who i am… I am the girl that blambs herself anytime something goes wrong. I am the girl that cries herself to sleep at night, because of the unbarable pain that i go through everyday. So yes i am a toy soldier. I am an emtional little girl, but to you I am your toy soldier…