i struggle every day, trying to not SI. no one understands. they think that i can just “stop”. i tell them it’s not stupid, but that it’s addictive. they dont understand why i SI. i do it because i feel like i’m never going to be good enough. these people tell me that i have the will power to stop SI, but it takes all my energy to not. i try to let them see, to give them some insight. but no matter how much i tell them, they will never understand. i need someone who knows wat i’m going through.
Believe me I know what you are going through I’ve been there right where you are now. It does take alot of energy. And people who don’t SI have no idea what it is like.
thanks for understanding.
i know that feeling…stopping SI isn’t easy. Not easy at all. It’s a constant struggle! If you want to talk, email me at
littlecrazyemily@gmail.com
i’m so glad that this website can support my struggle with SI. it’s not like any one else does.