someone who is lost in a world that she once thought was something beautiful. S.I was something I was only suppose to try one time, and I did stop for a while. Almost two years, but then everything I built up in those two years was torn down, and everything went back to how it use to be. So I turned back to S.I. Its the days like these where I feel too many negative things at once, and I mean I have to vent somehow…Right? But, its also the days where I feel nothing at all.. The days where I feel like I NEED to feel something, even if its pain. I know it all sounds crazy.. I’m just hoping I can find someone on here to relate to…