my aunt died last night and my mom is extremely stressed out. she yelled at me to keep it down, which made me want to SI. i felt so bad about myself. like i wasnt good enough. my mom wasnt really close to my aunt, but i feel like she’s hiding grief from us. i want to know how to help her. my family isnt the word kind, we dont talk, we do. i want to do something to help her. my mom is going to mississippi to support my grandma. i want to help, which would also help me to not SI.