ive had a SI problem for at least a year and a half  and the only way i could stop is if i was with my best friend, Aaron. Last week over winter break i went to winter camp with 20 of my closest friends including Aaron… I recommitted my life to Christ and promised Aaron i wouldnt hurt myself any more… i feel like im being tested… my life has been going down hill for a few months. im so ashamed for what i’ve done because i broke a promise to my best friend which makes me feel like a terrible person….  im caught in a circle and im not just hurting myself anymore… i need help.