i cant deal with the fact that so many people have had to deal with my garbage. they didnt do anything to deserve the stuff that has been thrust into my life. my best friends family has become my family in the last 2 years and they are always more than willing to help me thru the junk from my biological family. but they dont have to. its just putting more stress on them because they let me into their home. theyre amazing people but it makes me hurt even more that they are stressed because of me…i dont want them to have to worry about me anymore and there is nothing i can do to make them stop. i cant do this anymore…