ok so it had be about 1 month since my last S.I. but 2night i dont know what happened i just couldnt take it anymore and i hurt myself… i feel so stupid i promised i wouldnt do it anymore and i broke it:( i dont know what to do??? i cant tell anyone cause if i do i will probably get sent back to the hospital and i dont want to go back!!! i didnt mean to do it, i really want to stop but i cant… its just an addiction that i cant beat!!!! I HATE IT!!! im sorry for doing it. but i missed it soo much and i didnt know what else to do