k i know that i make bad decisions and that things i do in life are not always the smartest but is that really a reason for you to judge me..you think that im a terrible person just as many people do and you know what? your wrong. i do the things i do to ease the pain of reality, to get away and escape the real world and im sorry if thats a problem but its the only thing that works for me. yeah maybe your right maybe we werent meant to be friends and im ok with that. im not saying thats how i wanted it to go but it would put a lot of drama out of my life and i could really use that right now. im sorry it couldnt work out and i hope maybe you will find a friend to replace what you were looking for in me.