i really havent been on here in ages, sense summer. its been 125 days i believe of no self injury. so im excited about that. my life has truly changed and im thankful for that. the way i was going was leading to destruction. i still have some stuff goin on in my head but life in the world is what it is. i dont wake up anymore asking myself why i had to open my eyes. i dont look in the mirror and every time rehearse a list of negatives about myself. i feel better about me which is chill.my mother, father and i are still not able to be a real family. i feel so seperate from all of them still. but thats just how it goes, you cant change people who feel fine the way they are.
i want to wish you all the best, and i really do hope that you all have a good christmas.