i wish all my tears were gone i wish i could just run out i swear with all the crying i do you’d think i’d be completely out and i wish i was i hate crying i hate being alone and not having anyone to hug me and to wipe my tears and tell me im not anything i think i am.

im tired of hurting everyone around me i try so hard not to but i always make things worse i always make people mad and cause fights and it hurts so bad i just want to run away but i have no where no one to turn to i feel so alone i hate this

every time i open my mouth and say something it comes out wrong and its misinterpreted and i keep messing up and causing problems and i dont know why and i dont mean to i just need someone to talk to who actually understands and cares about me and i dont have anyone and im so scared and i always cry and i just want it to stop i want the pain to go away without having to injure but with feeling alone and having no one who cares to talk to when i feel this way just makes it impossible

i read so many posts from everyone and i cant count how many times i’ve started to write a comment but deleted it because im so scared of ruining things for everyone on here i dont want to make anyone feel any worse and i am scared to say anything because i seem to make things worse for everyone else and i feel weird trying to give advice when im in the same situation i feel awful not commenting because we are here to help each other and i feel like im failing which doesnt help my situation…

i feel like i get sad over everything people ask me why im like this when they find out when i break down from being fake they always say there is nothing wrong in my life i have not had a hard life i dont even know why im like this i dont like it i want to stop nothing even happened to me im just like this i cry over everything and then i cant stop and i dont understand anything anymore and it just keeps getting worse i used to be able to keep it in but now everything has spiraled down hill that i’ve lost it and i feel so alone…