The pain that I am feeling has never stoped. I have never been happy. I am starting to give up, there is just no point anymore. No one cares. No one loves me. The only time they notice me is when they are upset so they can take it out on me. People ask why I wear such dark make up, its to cover the burises. They ask why I always hide behind clothes, its to cover the scars. Why I never dress out in front of people in gym class, because its how I hide all the marks. They dont understand. No one understands.