I started SI in May of this year. I used to think that I was crazy for doing it because it acaully helped. I never knew that it would help when it hurt so bad. Whenever something bad happened, this is what I resorted to. Well, I was in a controlling relationship and this is why i started SI. When I ended it with him in August, I thought it had gotten better. Well, i guess i was wrong. I injured myself 2 days ago because the guy i was dating continues the harrassment torwards me. In band class, he saw my injuries and went straight to the assistant principal. He didnt do this because he cared, he did this simply to manipulate me. I got pulled out into the hallway by the guidance counselor and she asked to see my injuries. Then came my mom finding out. This was the most painful thing ive ever had to do, show my mom what i did to myself. She took me to the psychiatric hospital where they had to evaluate me in order for me to go back to school. Well, I had to lie. She asked if i had ever done this to myself before and I said NO. I didnt want to get admitted to this hospital, i was scared and i felt alone. That boy persided to brag to everyone at school what i had done and tell everyone what he’d done to get me caught. I have lost alot of my friends because of him and i have strong urges to continue. I want to tell my mom but i cant. i dont want her to take me and admit me anywhere. i write everything in a journal but im still lost. None of my friends do this so im all alone and i cant talk to a guidance counselor because they have permission to take me somewehere. I just need to know what to do…