My scar has a story to tell
my story has a scar
and underneath the sweater there is a person
and underneath the pain there is a life
and underneath it all there is hope
I know there is hope but that doesn’t help the fact that I feel so lost. I havent hurt myself in 36 days. And Christmas eve will be 60 days. And when I reached 30 it was my first time reaching 30. But still I don’t see the point. I want to so bad. I have no one.
im in the same boat i feel a need to SI and it doesnt go away
I understand feeling alone . . .I can be surrounded by 100 people and I still can feel totally alone – like I don’t exist. Sometimes it hurts so much I can hardly stand it, but after I hurt myself, I just feel worse because I gave in to the pain instead of fighting it. I think many of us are alone in one way or another. Hang in there.
i know how you feel..im trying to quit as well. it is very hard
Hey love me now
First let me say CONGRATULATIONS!!!! Be very very proud of yourself. I am sure this has not been an easy journey but remember that every step brings you closer to being free of SI. I am a parent of a 16 year old daughter who SI. These feelings of loniness and helplessness is in each and everyone of us, its just that we all deal with these issues differently. My daughter, you and the others feel that SI is the only way, but you are proofing that there are other ways to deal with lifes ups and downs. I pray every day that my daughter and the others will get to where you are now so continue on this path knowing that you are not alone. I and others are always on the other end of this blog to help you through those urges. My e-mail is letstalk618@gmail.com anytime you need a little encourgement or just feel like talking talk to me. Together we can make a difference. And know that you have given me hope. I appreciate each and everyone one of these blogs , somehow knowing what you all feel may help me help my daughter get through her journey to wellness. Hang in there!!!!!!! You are doing great!!!!!!