My mom always manages to make me feel stupid. Like I’m unworthy. Like I’m aa huge elephant and only she thinks about it. Doesn’t she think I struggle with my weight too? Doesn’t she think I try on a daily basis? Apparently not because I buy a new coat today and she goes on to say its ugly, then says no, its not ugly, I’m the problem cuz I’m huge. Thanks mom. Really thanks. I was having such a good weekeend too. She always manages to do something. I wish I didn’t let her get to me, but she does. And I don’t know how to fix it. There goes my night.