i used to have fits a lot. thats when I would SI when i had fits. they used to be hysterical screaming and crying and they were exausting. but now they dont play fair. they are silent fits and they attack any time. the smallest thing or nothing at all can set them off. then i…cant describe without triggers. its just bad and i hate it. my friend Sonya ( thats not her name but whatever) she used to SI only because all my friends do. she stopped. she got out early. i wish i had too.