Im tired of feeling like im struggling through life all the time, i just want to be happy but i feel like no matter how i try i just cant be happy. I recently suffered through a deep depression and bad time and i feel like im so fragile right now. im broken and i just cant seem to put the pieces of my life back together. All i want is to be loved and i fear i never will be, that ill be alone my whole life. An outcast like i always have been all my life.