well i decide to take some bold steps in accepting my self, such as cutting all my hair off like a dude, but in a fashionable way. also i joined GSA. and put myself out there and so far i’ve gotten into three fights with a few homophobs. but so far i havn’t done any substances and havnt hurt myself purposely, i decided that i’m the whos writing this book they call “LIFE”. and i don’t care for the comments and judgement that will happen on the way because it can be solved with a fight…hahah or just ignoring it, which im trying to do a lot more than the other oppition. soo far i only have one color of the rainbow down, just five to go, yahhhh. so as i said before im scared but so are a lot of people.