I don’t even know where to begin. This day along with the rest of the week has been terrible. My friends keep picking and teasing on me and it makes me feel horrible because it’s only me. Then one of my cousins doesnt think about anyone but herself, so it feels like she is using me. Then my supposingly best friend and my other cousin decided to make plans without telling me yet they wanted to use my house. My other best friend isn’t talking to me. Then finally people are telling I have to lose weight. I feel like dirt. I want to hurt myself so bad because no matter what I get junk thrown at me. This is just too much to handle. They are taking everything away from me that gets me through the day. I almost cried in class today because it was just that bad. I don’t know what to do I just feel so…….crushed.