I’m struggling in life right now. Everytime i start to feel better something little upsets me all over again. I SI, and i struggle with it daily. I recently told my mom and I have never seen her hurt so bad. SHe almost looked disappointed in me. Then she asked me what she did. I tried to explain to her that it wasn’t her fault. But, she doesn’t see it that way. She sees it as she messed up somewhere as a parent. I’m trying to explain to her that it has nothing to do wit hher it’s my own personal problems. BUt sh e cried forever asking if there was something she could do to fix it. I asked her if I could get a therapist. My mom wants me to go on all kinds of meds. I don’t know if I can deal with it anymore. Telling her was supposed to make things better. But all she does is ask about it constantly. She’s always asking what i injure myself with, when I did it, and always asking if i need to talk. I feel horrible for regretting telling her. BUt I told her so i could get help from an outside source.