Today someone insulted me with my sexuality and it really set me off. So after one month and a half I self injured again. I don’t know what to do because now everything is coming back,all the emotions,and actions. My boyfriend found out I relapsed and cried so now I really feel bad,and even though our relationship is going well,life around us is going lousy. My nightmares are coming back and its scaring me. I don’t know how much more it will take before I go insane again. I don’t want to end up back in the psych unit for self injuring again. All I want to do is crawl into a whole and cry and never come out again. I am so close to breaking and I know it. I need advice.