I feel extremely horrible. My best friend since kindergarden has messed up her life with substances, and SI. Once she told me about this I said everything I could to change her mind. She just wouldn’t listen. Now she won’t answer my texts or ims. She is completely shutting me out. She just doesn’t want to hear what I have to say. I fell some what responsible for all of this. I Si’d first and then she did. After that everything just went wrong and evolved into this. Maybe if I never SI’d in the first place and she didn’t hear about it she would still be the bestfriend I love and know. I can’t live without my best friend and knowing I am the reason her life went spiraling down. I don’t know what to, nothing is working. I just feel so helpless 🙁