Sadly I slipped and Si’d in august but I haven’t since then. Things have gotten some what better and then got worse again. My friends constantly tease me about everything and when I tell them to stop they just don’t get it. One of my cousins just doesn’t stop and it feels like she is using me. She tells me all her problems and I help her but she never listens to me. All of this makes me feel horrible. It makes me feel like i’m worthless. My cousin that I just recently got out of a fight with cheers me up most of the time but sometimes he just doesn’t get that I’m down. I really wish I could tell him everything and he could suggest what to do but I don’t want to push him away again. I just wish people would listen when I say stop. I just want to know what I did that was so wrong that I deserve this treatment.
first off you did nothing wrong. you’re friends keep doing that cause they don’t know how to act and if they can’t respect you enough when you say stop i think you really need to either sit down with one of them and say listen, this really bothers me. I’ve stopped doing this so i think it’s time you stop too. at times we all feel people don’t listen or just don’t get what we’re trying to say or wish we had someone we could tell everything too, and i know exactly how you feel. but you are on this blog for a reason with hundreds of people reading and looking out for you. we all care, if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me or one of us, cause i/we have all been there. speaking for myself, i at least understand. so feel free to always come and talk to me!