Just yesterday my family found out about my SI problem. Though none cared about the fact that what they found was relapse. Me and my mom were at it again yelling is nothing new to our house. The relapse struck again when my ex told me he still loved me. And now my mom wont even look at me because I injured. She hates me and what i’ve become. I honestly think if was gone it would be a reliefe to her. Like she would finally be happy. Not the acted happiness she has (and she calls me the plastic one) but actual happiness.