It has been awhile since I have posted on here. I recently started SI-ing again after a terrible situation with my roommates. I am the only person in my house without a BF and I have to sit and watch everybody be all cute. If I don’t “socialize” then they get mad at me. Recently I tried talking to a guy and my roommate basically made sure all attention was put onto her and now those 2 are dating. And I had enough. So I hurt myself. And normally things get better. But they haven’t been. I stopped SI-ing but I have the urge to do it again. I’ve been convincing myself that I’m too tired to do it and that I should just go to bed. But I don’t know how long that will work. I also know I need to go back on my depression medicine which I am working on but right now I am just so low I don’t know if things will ever look up.

I guess that’s all I really have to say right now…