I’ve been trying to quit SI’ing for a while now. This is my4th time and i relapsed Sunday,. This is the first time I’ve tried to do it with a friend. And I’m not gonna give up. Just cause y family doesn’t care doesn’t mean others don’t. My two best friends each took one of my tools. I promised them and myself i would stop and I’m not gonna break a promise. i refuse to lose the little hope i have left and I’m not gonna stop trying until i do.