Its almost like its not even me. After I got raped I never cared about anything but blaming myself, and being a shamed and never letting anyone love, or care about me. BUT NOW I NEED SOMEONE! My older sister use to be my strong point, the only person I could talk to. But sshe moved out and hasnt talked to me in 7 months, except for yesterday I seen her at Walmart. But she never calls, or trys to see me. I now know she doesnt care. And now that I pushed everyone away, I have NO ONE! What happened to me ruined me 4EVER NowI have nothing… :'(