Last night was the first time I ever injured myself. My guidance counselor knew I was having thoughts about SI but I told her about last night and she wants me to tell my mother and I just cant do that to her. I wont do that to her. It was once, and I know that now that I have gone through with it I will never do it again. I won’t let this take over my life. I know there will be days that I will think about it but I just have to stay strong. Im scared that I wont be able to do this and that im just lying to myself…