This is my first time ever being on this site, so bear with me. I just need to get this out. I’ve S.I.’d since 7th grade. I’m now a junior in high school. For a while i tried to deny it was even a problem. i tried to make myself believe it was a choice i was making and i wasn’t in any danger. now i know that’s wrong. i can’t control it anymore. i don’t know any other way to describe it except that it’s like a drug. i hate that i do it, and i know it doesn’t actually help anything, but it makes me feel better for just a little while. my parents are going through a divorce, and even though my situation at home hasn’t always been the greatest, now it’s even worse. i find myself turning to S.I. I know i need to stop, but i just can’t. I don’t care anymore, and i don’t know anyone who truly understands. I’m so lost…