im not sure if i really even want to stop injuring i want to for other people but i dont know if i do for me

i feel like i do so much for people i am always there yet i have no one for me…he said he’d always be there…

im not sure if he still loves me or if he even did

im not sure if im ready to grow up

im not sure if im ready for the world especially if i cant handle stress

i’ve been injuring for so long im not sure how to completely stop

i did…then i relapsed…i’ve stopped for a while now

but it still seems as everyone else is happy and im still not

im not sure what to do