im only 15 years old. im in the 10th grade. ive been injuring myself for a little over 5 years. i wish i could stop. ive tried to stop. but the relief i get after i injure , its like addicting. it makes me so relaxed and i forget about everything else in the world except injuring. im scared, i feel like soon im going to go to far.  i have lost all hope. no ones there for me anymore. my parents make fun of it. im depressed. nothing seems to help. when i get mad, its the first thing that comes to mind. i want help, i want to stop. i want all the scars to go away. every scar i have, and everytime i look at them, it just reminds me of my pain. ive tried just about everything. im lost.