1. I started SI.ing in the summer of 2009
  2. stopped for a few weeks sometime in around november
  3. then kept doing it
  4. had to go to a inpatient hospital for a week in January of 2010
  5. I got dumped because they told me I was to fat
  6. started an eating disorder
  7. injured myself
  8. on april 15th 2010 I STOPPED I thought for good.
  9. I went over 5 months without it
  10. then had a relapse a week ago.
  11. I RUINED EVERYTHING!!!!!!