I don’t know what I mean by joining this site. I just know that every day I wake up wanting to injure. And injuring helps me survive. When I try not to injure, my negative thoughts increase to an almost uncontrollable level. I’ve given up on just about everything. My counselor doesn’t help. The most she tells me is just be careful when I SI. My antidepressants don’t work. NOTHING WORKS! I’ve tried all the tricks. And I’ve just given up. My friends must feel like I’m a burden when they listen to me go on about how I’m trying not to SI. They try to be patient, but I can tell I annoy them. So I joined this site. Hoping maybe to find some answers. Hoping I’d find some support or advice. But beyond that, I don’t know what I mean by joining this site.
You know what I think you mean by joining this site, you’re asking for help. You want to stop hurting yourself, or else you wouldn’t have joined this site. You’re reaching out for help and that’s a huge step. I’m proud of you.
If you ever need anyone to talk to::
jeynann@yahoo.com
I’m always available.
Hope does exist and you’re never alone.