m new here and im not sure what i am supposed to do on here and what I am supposed to say? Am i supposed to say that everything is ok and that I am fine and nothing is wrong? Am i supposed to say that i dont SI anymore. That would all be lies i hvae been doing it for years and i cant stop, it makes everything better for a little while and if i am careful why should i stop? Everyone found out and now all i hear is how i cant be trusted alone and it is not helping at all it is making me crazy!

Someone PLease explain this to me?