Hi. I’m Tiffany.
I suffer from self-injury and depression.
It’s stupid, and something bad could happen. I know, i’ve heard it all.
I’ve been injuring myself sense I was in the 7th grade…
I’ve stop at different periods of times, with different support systems.
My first support system: Chris S.
I started talking to him when my friend introduced me to him. He liked me.
I was dating someone else, Chris K, who I really felt a connection with and I thought it would last forever, so I told him that. Without hurting him.
Chris S helped me stop for a period of time. He told me about TWLOHA and The butterfly project via facebook.
A couple days later, Chris S started dating my bestfriend Aly. I was cool with it at first.
Then, my boyfriend broke up with me. So, I went to talk to Chris. He gave me advice. I took it.
Then, that week me, Chris S, Aly, Alisa, Natalie, and my cousin Brenden went to the mall.
I got REALLY jealous when Chris S and Aly started kissing. It shouldn’t bother me.
It’s just, I thought me and Chris K would last forever ya know? /:
Weeks go on and I was stuck in the same old depression I had in 7th grade.
My mom finnaly figured out that I started injuring myself when me and Chris S were talking about The Butterfly Project.
Chris had told me to keep drawing butterflies… To try and stop. I named my butterflies Chris and Aly…
Time comes, Chris K starts talking to me again and wants to be friends. I can’t be friends with him! I like him to much.
But, I don’t think i’d EVER date him again, beings that he hurt me before.
But I like him a lot. /:
And other times, I just feel mixed emotions.
Like, I try to help my friend Dakota with his self-injury problems…
He stoped. He decided to give away his tools to one of our close friends. So he would stop.
I was thinking about giving my tools to either Chris S or Chris K.
Because Chris K’s my other support system, but he HATES ’emo and scene’ kids.
Help me? /: