gah i feel like everything is moving like shifting under my feet. i should be used to this feeling but im not. im freakin out and i havent self injured in 26 days im thinkin. its getting to me. the shifting feeling might kinda be caused by not having an outlet in my life like SIing was. SIing made me feel like doing it would make me better like as a person or something. when i say it out loud it sounds silly but in my head all the negative thoughts sound so convincing.