Have you ever wanted something so much but when you got it it wasn’t so great?Well,i guess we have all felt that.I guess that is what we sometimes feel with SI.I still feel the need to SI but that makes me feel guilty because I promised Dianne i wouldn’t anymore.But even if I don’t tell her she ALWAYS finds out.So I haven’t SIed in 4 weeks.Even when I wanted to.She is my strength.Forever more.