All of my friends moved, I’m too shy to make friends and mostly eveyone in school either hates me or I’m invisible to them. Having no one in school is awful. Big time. It throws me all the way back to before I started s.i.ing. I’m so cared I’ll relapse. After finally being clean from one form of SI for eight weeks and one day and clean from another form of SI for two weeks. I’m so terrified and so not happy.