No matter what i do, someone always has it worse.  No matter what i’ve done, someone else has done it ten-fold.  I’m told im not alone.  I’m told thousands of people have been through SI.  But it isn’t about that anymore.  I can’t admit i do it because i can’t stop.  I can’t relate with self-injurers because i’m different.  My support system fell.  My ffamily sent me to therapy where i was told i was fine.  My friends threaten to injure themselves if they hear that i have been.  I am alone.  No one will REALLY listen.  No one REALLY cares.  They want it to stop but it’s out of control.  I Am Alone.