So today I found out a friend of mine attempted to end her life the other day. I was the only one taht knew she even had thoughts of doing such things. I never told anyone. As you can probably imagine i feel so guilty. The good thing is she has help now and is in the hospital now and it wll all hopefully smooth over. Bad news I kinda freaked out and injured myself again. Today would of been day 11 without injuring myself. But no I did not get pass 10. I am so lost