…wrong. new school: yes. new life: heck no! sadly. my dad’s leaving again soon. i hope he gets better like mom says hes goin to. our family cant afford for him NOT to get better. oh well. alot has happened over the past couple of days: i told james that i broke once, wen in reality i broke many times, he said the deal was off. the deal was, i dont hurt myself, he doesnt hurt himself. i hurt myself, he hurts himself. i never agreed to this…but sadly he did. he used to SI too. i dont wnna drag him bac into it. im still scared that hes gnna tell someone too. =/

yesterday i started school at WRJH. that skewl is freakin HUGE!! i only have one actual friend that i just made there rite now. her name is michelle. she rides my bus. shes really cool. theres some dudes in my grade that are pretty cool but i dont really kno em all that well yet. ones name is jordan (he has freakin awesome hair!! lol) and the others name is noah (hes really nice.). we havent really tlked all that much, but both of their lockers are rite next to mine. so well probably end up being friends. maybe. if they both dont think ima freak. i think jordan may like me (hes really nice too). which ima lil happy bout, but i REALLY like sky. not so sure if he feels the same way rite now but…i hope so. i have drill (for seacadets. google it if you really care to kno) tomoro. they want me to be LPO…im REALLY scared. i dont wnna look dum…