I’ve been SI free for about 4 months. Third of the way to a year, woo! I don’t know if I’m pleased with myself or not, because I don’t think I could have done this without therapy and meds for my OCD. And that makes me feel weak. I wish I could just go off the meds and be a “normal” person without them. I know that in the bigger scheme of things, OCD is really not a huge problem to deal with. I ought to be a happier person than I am, but I don’t know what needs to change…