i understand looks can be deceiving, but apparently, i can be too. i told my cuz on fb yesterday that i stopped SIing…and that he helped me and i was sooo happy with my life…this all was a lie. one of my friends (hes 21) knew bout my SIing cuz i told him. he got really frustrated cuz he did it for 4 yrs…i told him everything bout why i am the way i am. he almost called “the services” like 2 or 3 times. luckily, i got him to stop by promising i would stop. i dont usu. break promises. in fact, i HATE breaking promises with a passion… today i told him i havent injured today (true so far) and that i probably wasnt gnna today(not true)… hes gnna hate me wen he finds out. i hope he doesnt find out tho. if and wen he does, my lifes gnna be a living…heck…