I don’t know what to do I’m so confused. Today I decided to forgive my cousin for what he did. Then I found out what he said about me behind my back. I tried to talk to him but he just didn’t get it. He gave the meanest responses and then he just try to make jokes to lighten things up. Usually that would work but this time I was too mad and trying to make me laugh wasn’t going to work. I tried to boost up my spirit and it sorta worked. He started acting nice but I don’t know if I should forgive him so easily again. I  think if I do that he will think it is alright to be mean because I will forgive him so easily. Yet on the other hand I hate to hold a grudge. Either way it sounds like I’m going to get flack and I’m not liking those odds.