I’ve had it with all the insults and getting made fun of. Tonight I went down in my cousin’s basement to watch Jersey Shore. He decided to invite his three friends over. They wouldn’t stop bothering me for the whole hour. They made fun of me for everything. They called me everything they could possibly think of. My cousin did nothing to stop it, all he did was laugh along with them. Looks like everything I do is a joke to them. They only make fun of me, no other girls at all. I’m so mad and hurt, I don’t know what to do. I honestly feel like I might slip but I am trying my hardest not to. I don’t know if the torture is ever going to end but I can’t deal with this for much longer. I don’t know how much I can handle before everything becomes out of control.