i havent told anybody  that i self injure.
sometimes im okay, and other times im far from it.
my emotions change constantly and im becoming really good at pretending like im fine.
 i can go weeks without injuring, and then all of a sudden i need to because its the only thing that makes me feel like its okay.
i hate that i do it, because its hard to try and hide the scars.
i just feel really alone,
i just dont know what im doing anymore