and its killing me. slowly. saturday i spent the nite with my meme. that was okay. we woke up the next mornin and her me and my two bros went to church. my bf was there (thank god!). so afterwords he came over to my memes house and we got to hang out in my room at her house. we were watchin ultraviolet. only we werent really watchin it. we were makin out like THE WHOLE time! lol. it was the first time ive actually ever made out with a dude. it was AMAZING! lol. but then things got bad. we went back to church that nite and my friends made me super duperrr mad. i couldnt help it. ive SIed this weekend.